I finally got cable AND internet back, yay! :0 I tried to get back into drawing and guess what! I made a new dA and some new drawings! I got tired of my name, as some people would. -w- So 'd appreciate i if the people who watch me now would rewatch me as Thanks to those who read and rewatched! Bye!

Oh man....I died...Not that anyone cares. I wouldn't care if I died either. :0 Anyways, my internet has been out, AGAIN, since a little after the school started, so bleh. Using Erica's laptop. I decided that I'm not rly into art anymore, but still like to think of art ideas. So it doesn't rly matter if I'm here or not 'cause I apparently got a new hobby. (Like I even did much of this one) *horrible artist* Uhhh...but when I get the chance I still would to view everyone else's art and talk. :3

Also to those on msn, if you want me to stop sending you those quiz things just say so and I'll stop. :/ Another thing for those of you who might of noticed my name change on msn. Show of hands, honestly. How many of you actually knew my name and from where? Msn or DA? :/ And the mood thing apparently still doesn't work. :c That's all the time I'll take from you guys, so see ya. c:

I'm just ranting b/c I'm depressed again. You don't have to read this. Just move on.

Ok. So today is finlly my birthday(whoopee...). It doesn't even seem like my birthday though, just a normal stupid day. I feel no need to celebrate anything. I know I should be happy to know that I lived another day, but it's just not special. You see the only way I'll be happy about this is if someone knew this with me. Someone knew that my birthday was today and are willing to celebrate this honor of living with me. Someone that knew that this was a significant day or atleast acted like it without me having to constantly remind them.

I actually want everyone too, but most ppl just forgot until I've said something. The only person who remembered and said "Happy early birthday." to me was my father. It seems like he's the only one. Also, I'm not blaming any of my internet friends. Most of you probably don't know when my b-day is, but it's not your fault, it's mine. This is a pretty stupid rant, huh? This is most likely what I was depressed about yesturday.

On a happier note, I started Highschool Tuesday. The highschool is great everyone is nice and friendly,even the teachers. The assignments are fun and easy and we get out half an hour early. The only things I hate about school are the rules and waking up early.

On the first day I couldn't go to my first two classes, because I had to wait for my schedule in order to go. So I waited two hours in the autitorium. :/ Other than that being a boring day and almost getting suspended I'm fine.

If you're willing too, I'd like to hear about your first days of school if you already haven't posted them. :3

P.S- Mood thing still won't work, but you should know what mood I'm in. :B

I have become a complete and total fangirl...IT'S SCARY DDDl A couple of months ago was it? introduced me and some other friends to the hawt German band Tokio Hotel. If you dunno who they are here.

[link] From left to right there is
Gustav Schäfer-Shy drummer
Bill Kaulitz-Selfish, Argumentative, Somewhat Childish Singer
Tom Kaulitz- Bill's Horny twin brother-Lead Guitar
And Georg Listing-Calm, Short, Clumsy Bass Player

Also, Bill the singer is a BOY and is not gay for those who were still curious/confused or whatever.

Here is another pic and 2 vids of them if anyone is still curious.
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All together this is Tokio Hotel. They are awesome.

On the 12th I went to their concert at the fillmore with Ash and my father. They were all so adorable. Except Bill looked small, Tom looked whiter than usual,(sorry if that sounds somehow racist)Georg didn't look like himself for a few minutes and yeah.

I cannot believe how cute Bill sounded. I mean his voice was all gentle and soft. <333 The bad parts about the concert was I couldn't see very well, Bill didn't dance and neither did tom. Oh and also all the yelling made my right ear blow out and made me hear an echo in my head.

The good parts were it was my first concert, it was an awesome light show, and at some points I got to see them kinda close up. The light turn on and off at the beginning of each song and during each song their was this big screen that played parts of their music vids, vids of when they were young, and bill while he was singing.

They came out atleast 4 times singing all their songs on their new album "Scream". Tom kept switching guitars. At some point the band threw stuff into the audience. They threw drum sticks towels and water. They drank the water first and threw the rest at the crowd. I got splashed in the face while I wasn't paying attention. I got Gustav and Georg germs. D:

After the show we followed these ppl behind the theater to see what's up. They were waiting for the boys to come out. When they did they went in their tour bus. Georg looked smexy in his leater jacket, Tom looked extremely tired, and Gustav still wasn't wearing his hat I think. They poked their heads out from behind the curtains on the bus a couple of times then came out to sign stuff for atleast one minute. Then they drove away. It was awesome. Some ppl tried to follow the bus.

I'm sorry I couldn't take pics but there were too many ppl. And when I tried to make a vid the camera went dead. ;; They were at the mall yesturday. Reason being is b/c if you went to the mall that day and went to hottopic to buy a TH t-shirt or cd or something you might be one of the ppl to get a wristband and get a spot in line and meet them. Awesome, right?

You know they actually inspired me to give my guitar a chance. :3 I mean I had it for 2 years or so but haven't rly played it. =/ Well that's all. night guys.

P.S- Sorry about the misspelling my key thingie sucks. :/

P.P.S- I can't change my mood. D8<

Stolen from :3
Decided to do this quiz like thing, since I only did one.

The Note:
Dear Johnathan (I like this name better. D: )
I don't know how to say this, but I hate you.
I think I realised it when your dwarf bit me in your van, and I saw you carve your name in the crazy monk.
I'm sure you're senile enough to understand "deal or no deal" sucks.
I'm sending back your ring, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory.
You should know that I get sick when I think about a new life as a clone.
Go to hell
*Kura-san


Rules:
1. Fill in the gaps with the info.
2. Post to dA or myspace... or something
3. You read this... you're tagged!
The Note:

The Note:
Dear -your partners name- (if you're single, write John)
I don't know how to say this, but __1__.
I think I realised it __2__ __3__, and I saw you __4__ __5__.
I'm sure you're __6__ enough to understand __7__.
I'm sending back __8__, but I'll keep __9__ as a memory.
You should know that I __10__ __11__.
__12__
-your name-



The Info
1.THE COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT:
blue- our romance is over
red- our affair is at an end
white- I'm joining a monastery
black- I hate you
green- our horoscopes don't match
grey- You're a perv
yellow- I'm on the streets
pink- Your nostrils are an insult
brown- the mafia is after you
no shirt- You're a loser
other- I'm in love with your sister

2. WHAT MONTH WERE YOU BORN IN?
January- that night
february- last year
march- when we were skinny dipping
april- when I was high on sesame seed
may- when I was shaving your legs
june- when you put handcuffs on me
july- when I threw up
august- When I saw the tiny head
september- when your dwarf bit me
october- When I was taking a walk
november- When I tied my shoes
December- When your dog went crazy

3. FAV FOOD?
tacos- in your house
pizza- in your van
pasta - in London
Hamburger- Under the bus
salad- while you were eating enchiladas
chicken- with Chuck Norris
kebab- in your closet
fish- in woman-clothes
sandwich- at the mental hospital
hotdogs- in trans
other- with mr and mrs Bush

4. WHATS THE COLOR OF YOUR SOCKS?
yellow- hitting on
red- insulting
black- ignoring
blue- punching
purple- pour syrup on
white- carve your name in
grey- tear the clothes of
brown- put leeches on
pink- steal the toupee from
no socks- sit on
other- chasing out

5. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR?
black – my best friend
White- my father
grey- john travolta
Brown- my whoopee cushion
purple- my pie
red- th cookiemonster
blue- my alovera plant
Yellow- my pen-pal from Ghana
Orange – my Carl Larsson-collection
pink – my cat
no underwear – my Cartman-statue
Other- The crazy monk

6. WHAT DO YOU WATCH ON TV?
Scrubs - woman (if you're male) / man (if you're female)
O.C. - sensitive
One Tree Hill - open
Heroes - ashamed
Lost - turned on
House - cowardly
Simpsons - scarred
the news - Mongolian
American Idol – masochistic
Family Guy - senile
other - frost-bited

7.WHAT MOOD ARE YOU IN RIGHT NOW?
happy- how bad I've been feeling
sad- How boring you are
bored- that your Honda sucks
angry- that all your pimples are in the last stadium
depressed- That I have changed sex
exited- that there's no solution to
nervous- the Middle east
worried- that we're cousins
apathetic- that Santa doesn't exist
ashamed- that I'm allergic to your hamster
huggable- that the garbage-man turns me on
exceedingly happy- that I'm a clone
other- "Deal or no deal" sucks

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM-WALLPAPER/PAINT?
white- your ring
yellow- your love letters
red- your Darth Vader-poster
black- your pet rock
blue- the pillows
green- the pictures of Portugal
Orange- your artificial teeth
brown- your cellphone
grey- our matching snoopy-bibs
pink- the old toe-nails
other- your military service-memory-box

9. THE FIRST LETTER IN YOUR NAME?
A/B - Your picture
C/D - the oil-stock shares
E/F - My virginity
G/H - your neighbor Carl
I/J - The blood-test results
K/L- your left ear
M/N - Your suicide-note
O/P - my sense
Q/R - your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V/W - your crime records
X/Y/Z- your highschool grades

10. LAST LETTER OF YOUR LASTNAME?
A/B – shall always remember
C/D – never will forget
E/F – Always will try to forget
G/H – will inform The Swedish Tax Agency
I/J – have always felt dirty because of
K/L – have never laughed in public about
M/N – am makin a movie about
O/P – throw rocks at
Q/R – informed the psychiatrist about
S/T – get sick when I think about
U/V/W – told the news paper about
X/Y/Z – never liked

11. FAV DRINK?
water- our friendship
beer - pensioner
Soda- a new life as a clone
milk- eskimos
wine- cocaine addiction
Cider- a passionated intrest for mice
Juice- woody allen-imitations
limonade- your embarrassing rashes
Whisky - destroying the 2nd world war
other- hating Shrek

12. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION?
Thailand - Best wishes
Sweden- love
England- With pain
Spain- Go f*ck yourself
China- gross wishes
Germany- With relief
Japan- go to hell
Greece - Your eternal enemy
Australia- say goodbye to your pet frog Leonard from me
Egypt- Go now
France- Good luck
Other- Say goodbye to your creepy family from me

Lolyup. Well I gotta go get ready to leave. See you guys later. :3